Blessingsndreams

Would it be nice if all was the way we would like them to be?

After many years and so much work I put on to build an online name in the selling community of eBay and other venues, when what was my world crumbled, I am still up and running the race of life. I am not selling as I would like to because circumstances have shifted me to another ways.

I continue to struggle with the fact that my blood is gone. I still struggle with not having the right time nor money to set the situation straight once and for all. After all, with all the evidence at hand, I can get a good lawyer and bring back at least my baby home where he belongs.

There is this saying; "Money talks and everything else walks" . Not really that way but this way is more polite and more like the way I am today.

It was a very rough month in June and that is why I was away and not writing much. I think or can be called I was so brittle that I had to "hook myself to the Vine" (John 15:1-17)

Still feel desolated and like I am going through rough changes (prunning). I have a very difficult desicion to make and I have no clue how to do it. Needless to say, I have no clue how to let this special person know my desicion without offense.

Of course I can use the parable of the "Good Samaritan". Let the person see that I did what I could and it is time for me to move on and care for my business.

Which reminded me of a preacher that used it as in today's world. If the Good Samaritan had stayed, he would have lost his IRA's, Stocks, and everything he was on his way to care for when found the wounded.

Sometimes, we do not do enough. Sometimes, we do more than enough and yet the person we are helping learns to manipulate us in such a way that we feel like less Christians if we stop helping and providing.