Listening now to Lifeline by Mandisa

Lifeline lyrics

Here I am drowning in
A sea of my own choices
Holding to hope by a thread (Yeah)
I'm looking 'round, I'm calling out
Fear pulls me down
When the waters rush over my head
Chorus:
You are my lifeline
You are my rescue
Strength in my weakness
Light in my darkness
You are my safety
Lifter of my head
The air that I need when I can't seem to breathe in
You are my lifeline
You are my lifeline

How many times, how many turns
Will it take 'till I learn
You reach for me in my need (Yeah)
And when I cry I know that I'll
Faithfully find you
When life comes crashing on me

Chorus:
You are my lifeline
You are my rescue
Strength in my weakness
Light in my darkness
You are my safety
Lifter of my head
The air that I need when I can't seem to breathe in
You are my lifeline
You are my lifeline

You're there in my brokenness, in my distress
My rock when I'm strong or when I'm powerless
You hold me in rushing tides when waters rise
And I'll always find

Chorus:
You are my lifeline
You are my rescue
Strength in my weakness
Light in my darkness
You are my safety
Lifter of my head
The air that I need when I can't seem to breathe in
(Repeat once)

You are my lifeline
You are my lifeline
You are my lifeline
You are my lifeline

I want to take this time to thank those who are following this blog and those who stop by to just read and maybe understand one more person in this world. Even those who maybe stop by to compare themselves to some of the writtings I do. I am not a writer, that is for sure. I wish I could write beautiful things. Things that I have inside my heart and maybe publish a book.

But for now, I really want to say thank you to you who visited and also would like to offer a special prayer for the people that have touched my life.

Heavenly Father, I come humbly unto thy presence to ask you for blessings for these angels who at some point in my life, you have allowed them to be an angel of your light and compassion. Those who are also your children of love and that you have given them the time to care, listen and help this distressed daughter of yours. I thank you Lord for I am not where I was and yet you have so much for me to do. Please Father, bless Ivonne and William; Digna and her family; Carmen, my beloved friend and her family; Helen and Paul Poulgar; Yushin Lee and her family; Gil Rodriguez and his family; Dr Kubiak at Veterans Health Center; Sabrina Crook and her family (my landlord). Also Lord take this people and keep them in your heart Dennis Rickens; Tracy Olson; Jennifer Olson. And please never let go of my treasured children Marie and her family; Vincent and his family and my precious Joseph

Would it be nice if all was the way we would like them to be?

After many years and so much work I put on to build an online name in the selling community of eBay and other venues, when what was my world crumbled, I am still up and running the race of life. I am not selling as I would like to because circumstances have shifted me to another ways.

I continue to struggle with the fact that my blood is gone. I still struggle with not having the right time nor money to set the situation straight once and for all. After all, with all the evidence at hand, I can get a good lawyer and bring back at least my baby home where he belongs.

There is this saying; "Money talks and everything else walks" . Not really that way but this way is more polite and more like the way I am today.

It was a very rough month in June and that is why I was away and not writing much. I think or can be called I was so brittle that I had to "hook myself to the Vine" (John 15:1-17)

Still feel desolated and like I am going through rough changes (prunning). I have a very difficult desicion to make and I have no clue how to do it. Needless to say, I have no clue how to let this special person know my desicion without offense.

Of course I can use the parable of the "Good Samaritan". Let the person see that I did what I could and it is time for me to move on and care for my business.

Which reminded me of a preacher that used it as in today's world. If the Good Samaritan had stayed, he would have lost his IRA's, Stocks, and everything he was on his way to care for when found the wounded.

Sometimes, we do not do enough. Sometimes, we do more than enough and yet the person we are helping learns to manipulate us in such a way that we feel like less Christians if we stop helping and providing.