Mana Begins To Fall Out Of The Skies

So, 2016 started ok but right after summer, I leaped to another land. In this new land, I had spies and met some new people. I had people doing inside work for me and some departments were way more helpful than I had ever imagined. 

But remember that I mentioned my walls of Jericho and lack of provisions?

I can tell you, it is not good to argue with God!

He always wins, and He is always right. Remember I told you that I had found a church?

Well, the devil was definitely not happy about that one, for sure.

Well, before I knew it was that time of year......

So I was in the most difficult living conditions for that "white stuff". I became very sick and I was very cold. Until I could no more and the arguing began. Of course, my argument was valid to me but He just said, wait!

SERIOUSLY!   WAIT IS ALL I GET?

Yes, wait is what I got for real. God knows more than you and I can ever imagine. Doors began to open a little and I began praying and telling Him that I was going to trust in Him no matter what.

So, for Christmas time, God changed something like this...

into THIS!

God is faithful and He knows the plans that He has for all of us. Plans to prosper us and to give us hope.

Jeremiah 29:11

It has been since then that I began to say to my mind that no matter what, I will trust God. I tell Him daily through out the day, every day!

Through The Wilderness Part 2

New Horizons!

Tell me about "Big Goals" for a new year. {Ha, Ha, Ha} That was the least on my mind. Had an interesting job but just like the past few years, it did not last. Most were temporary jobs and when the contract ends, so do you. But my faith kept growing and I was so happy and complete that it was. I missed the person who held that "love window" I spoke to you about, but I had to keep living. It became very damaging to my life. So,.....

The time came where the visions and my wrestling with it for three days was pivotal. Finally decided to give it a blind GO and "take a leap of faith".

{It was more like a complete humongous jump}

So asking for directions to the Spirit, packing started. Before I knew it, what had been my place for twelve years. The place of that I wanted it be a new life and had become the darkest days of my life. Where Potiphar's wife (my ex husband) lied, Potiphar became the Egyptian father to Joseph (his back then mistress) and ruled the land (me). Yeap! It had become my Egypt!

I landed on what it still seems like the land of milk and honey. My promise land!

Don't be fooled, I had my battles. Jericho walls that I had to face. I even had my "spy" helping me with information. Finding new directions and places for me to worship and be completely in the "tabernacle". Until I finally found it:

Through The Wilderness

It has been the longest wilderness I have ever walked by. I have been away from bursting my heart, mind and soul on this place. However, I am trying to get back into writing to keep myself sane through my walk in life. 

It was three years ago, March 8th, 2014 to be exact. I have gone around circles I never wanted to go through again, revived my faith and went to a new level, opened my heart to love at a new level and started to try some accomplishments that still, after three years, have not completely flourished. Hey, but who knows? It might be around the corner....

During the painful part of 2014 with how Satan works to steal and destroy every Christian, I have had so many gains. I gained a different level of spiritual maturity. This has been a huge part of me now. The opened window to love was shattered and I might have played a big part in that. As a responsible adult, I have to admit that I was part of it. After the end of 2014 and beginning of 2015, I decided to let go of it and dedicate myself to live my life more in Christ. Besides, not having a computer to spill my thoughts, I began a new journey of pen and paper.



So far I have thirteen superior notebooks full of devotions, Scriptures and prayers.I have no idea of what I will do with them. This year, my goal has been to start the same way with the devotion and Scriptures, but this time adding commentaries as a deeper understanding of such Scriptures. Kind of like a study on God's word. It has not been easy because it is a lot more writing that I have time in the mornings for. So far, I have been comfortable since 2015 by writing and I am not dreading throughout the day anymore. I have to admit that at the beginning it was painful. I was tired throughout the day and would get sleepy however, it became a habit and I can get up at 4:30 am and spend two hours at it and then get ready for work and get on with my day. I definitely noticed that I felt more prepared to face circumstances throughout each day with more peace and sound minded.

How to know when you are persecuted

Persecution has been around since a very long time ago. It has had different shapes and forms. The persecution today might not be as aggressive but there is always persecution if one looks intently. The major persecution comes from Satan himself using all of his demons against everyone. There was the great persecution against Jews since the beginning because they were God's chosen people. There was the Roman-Christian Persecution, persecution of early Christian, the Holocaust and the not so mentioned, the one from our own brothers and sisters persecution which is among different denominations and all over our nation.

The early Jewish persecution in Russia ( Holocaust)

Us as Christians are also persecuted in so many ways. Up to this day, persecution keeps at all rise in many nations.

The most common is the incidental persecution. These are done by people who have really no concrete base to do it but does it because it follows a majority of group. These can be within families, employers and any individual we encounter daily.

Be alert and of sober mind. our enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. 1 Peter 5:8

So, Who is persecuting you? Would it be in the form of your spouse, your children, your friends?

Satan uses all that we hold close to our hearts and will begin with making us compromise our faith. Once you compromise your faith, that is not enough for him. You will live in a constant spiritual battle against his demons and your own beliefs. Making it hard for you to make a clear choice. No matter how many times you go around it, it will not get better. You either have to give up to his demons to keep those you love in your life or stand firm in the faith and let those you love go. Hard decision to make but at the end there are the promises of God who will never fail you because he is an unfailing and just God.

"Do not be afraid, for I am with you; I will bring your children from the east and gather you from the west. I will say to the north, 'Give them up!' and to the south, "Do not hold them back.' Bring my sons from afar and my daughters from the ends of the earth - everyone who is called by my name, whom I created for my glory, whom I formed and made."

Isaiah 43:5-7

  

Northland Church in Longwood Florida

 

 Yesterday, March 1st Nick Vujicic returned to Northland Church. It was all packed and it was an awesome experience. 

Most of us complain about everything and anything. This is a young man that was born without any limbs but he has been able to reach potentials that only through the power of God can be achieved. 

This is something that we should see as an example that there is nothing wrong with us or in our circumstances. 

We are perfect in God's image since the beginning of the creation.

I do not know about you bu am sure I was not from the image of a monkey, sorry Darwinists and evolution believers!

In order to make a scientific method verification, one must be able to re-create what we are making the study of. If any one can re-create what they are disputing, then it should be correct but nothing in the evolution theory has been able to re-create.

Therefore, be still and know that God is in charge of everything. Do not let this world rob you of the stillness. Practice to be silent and be in the presence of God. It is not easy but neither is impossible.

Read more about Nick at lifewithoutlimbs.org

Acquiring Victory

Victory is a  very misused word. I think it might be because it can be used in many situations. People enjoy victory when they accomplish something of themselves or make a change in their lives or even when their team wins, they celebrate in victory.

I should have written a lot more in these past days when so much victory has been displayed in my life. Therefore, I apologize to those that are always waiting for a few words. 
The month of February has been one of pure love. I was given a book by a dear friend from college. That book practically changed so much in my life. I began to see more deeper than I had been and I thought I was deep!
I decided to do a strong rebuke and it has changed my life and circumstances. I am more inner that outer and honestly, the outer appears to be looking like the inner me.

I went to a healing church and my hiatal hernia has not bothered me since the middle of the month. Come to think that I was always a bit skeptical of those services but faith is bigger than anything in this world. It was on the day of Love that I went and I have experience the love of God in my healing.

Then received a phone call that has changed so much in my life. I am doing a Jericho walk around the court and I am speaking in faith and with the authority of Jesus Christ that all will be finally resolved. 

My advise is to do what seems to be impossible and do it with faith and speak it with the authority that Jesus Christ has given to us. The outcome will make you so light that nothing will touch you to harm you anymore. 

Math Gone Wrong

When Things Do Not Add Up

I think I am not the only one that can relate to this phrase. We do all the things we think we are supposed to do but yet things do not come out the way we expect or they do not simply work at all.

Sometimes I think that life is kind of hard because we make it that way. Of course, we have the ones that no matter what they do, they always get the rewards they were searching for or those who get more than what they were expecting. We can dread on this forever and our math might never match up but the wonderful thing is that there is someone who's math is perfect. 

~ GOD~

He is the sole creator of adding and subtracting and with a few divisions, we are multiplied. 

At least I personally know that He can do the perfect math for me even if I am not happy with the equation because I am human. I am definitively in agreement that His solution is the best one ever!

Then how can we align ourselves to his precious mathematical equation? 

By staying focus on the Word of God is one of the steps to be aligned with Him. Some people are morning people. Others are afternoons or evenings functioning. It really does not matters what time of day you give to God. The important thing is that you give him part of your time. I personally prefer the mornings before my mind gets contaminated with the events of the day and all that is happening in our world and society today. Usually by two or three in the afternoon my brain is kind of fried, lol.

Prayer is a great way to align ourselves with God. It is not always easy but I have come to experience that I can be praying most of the day in my mind. It is important to take some time and "take the garbage out". Some people do this in different ways. Fasting is one of the most used. Some fast for food, while others fast for sweets or social media. The important thing here is to find time to empty our minds for a little while and let the thoughts of God come in. It will be refreshing and the brain will benefit from the break and renewal too! 

I did not write anything last week not because I did not have any thoughts. I just decided to complete my homework and all of a sudden, I did not watch any TV or regular radio. It was enough with a few conversations overheard from others to be reminded of the struggles of the world. I cuddled in bed and watch only Christian messages movies and listened to only Christian music. I realized I really did not missed them that much. I made myself find peace in the things that really matter to my spiritual growth  and food for my soul. 

Once we align ourselves, even if it is in a small scale, we can see how important and easy comes to walk on God's will. This is not easy by the way. It is very easy to derail ourselves with the wrong thoughts and actions. There is so much out there that it can be seem important and we just follow like sheep to be slaughtered. For me it is detrimental if I derail and it happens so very often. Sometimes I question how come others are able to do it and it seems so easy. The truth of the matter is that everyone has its own struggles and hardships. 
NOT ONE IS EXEMPT

Perseverance is one of the key parts. God is ok with that. As long as we do not give up trying and keep on going, we will be alright! We will one day accomplish a change in our hearts.

Now, beware!
 Once our hearts begin to change, we will live a more fulfilling life. We will experience an unshakable inner peace.